Just the other night

Recently, I watched "I want a famous face" on MTV. They show graphic viewings during plastic surgery. I cringe so much every time whenever I watch those type of shows and still, I watch it again and again? I think it's because it amazes me every time how those people do it. I can't understand how can they not be themselves. They want to look like J.Lo, Elvis, Britney Spears and so on forth. I mean, they do want to be someone else literally! How sad is that? No offense to those who had the surgeries, but think about it; You are you, period. No matter how much you change your apperances...You are still You underneath.

I feel bad and I am always perplexed by the thoughts of actually having doctors prodding and tearing and tweaking with your face and body. The viewings on the show isn't very pretty, in fact, grosetque. It actually moved my tummy and I hadda look away few coupla times to avoid getting extra nauseous, really. I could faint if I get into it within my mind and my mind will make my body feel their body. Let alone have the surgery done to me!

I will never change anything on my face and body, except few facial hair removal and that's about it. It's all just...*sigh*...unneccessary, I think. I've met some gals with A cups and they're so bring out that kind of vibe that make me feel good about myself. I also know some guys who are aren't that great looking, in (from?) our society's view, and they still make me laugh or something like that. They don't need surgeries to make me laugh or to make me feel good about myself.

All you need is a good attitude about yourself. Once you do, then it will spread to other people around you in effect. I've seen that work.

:) I love myself and you can love yourself. Of course, it does take a little work and believing in yourself.

Good night, Vee